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New chapter.
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|  Junior Year. |
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13 days left to get my shit finalized, finish that to-do list, and relieve myself of all that dead weight that I've been too scared to let go of. Haha, this is what I get for lagging the whole year. Now I'm payin' the price. Better late then never, I guess. The right track isn't always the fast track,
but at least I ain't in the back track.
Yadig?
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| It pisses me off when people don't pick up their phone.
Especially if it's your boss. Especically when it's payday.
Fucking bitches.
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Finally, I'm doing what I'm supposed to be doing. Back on track and you're no longer standing in my way. I don't feel the butterflies anymore, or my heart dropping in a sad sense. I don't wait up anymore for the texts and phone calls that I used to hope would come. My eyes don't wander across campus in an attempt to catch a glimpse of you staring back. When I see you, I feel nothing but remorse for what could've been and what ended up happening. You're no longer a regret, but a simple mistake that could've been avoided entirely. In fact, the problem was never you or her, it was me and my lack of self-confidence. No longer a lesson in progress, but a lesson learned. I have found my self-worth, and although I didn't find love in you, I've discovered all the little things that add up to the bigger things...and I've found love there. Don't get me wrong, I still miss you, I just learned not to let it control my life. This is my fresh start.
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